- Having NO self Confidence (it is slowly getting better)
- Being afraid to sit in booths at restaraunts
- Can't go to amusement parks
- Afraid to go on airplane
- Not feeling pretty or sexy
- Being horrified when I look in the mirror
- My DOUBLE CHIN OMG I hate it!! GO AWAY Lol lol
- Being depressed
- feeling like people are staring at and talking about me in public because I am so big
- Having to shop in the plus size section of a store
- big fat stomach that gets in the way of daily life
- Not setting a healthy example for my kids when they were young
- Lack of energy
- Skin rashes
- Any clothes that are cute or stylish are not in plus size
- Legs hurt when getting up in the morning and knees when walking stairs
- Worried that you will fit in chairs when out in public
- Getting out of breath from walking or moderate excercise (This has gotten way better)
- Having my thighs rub together or as people in the obese community call it "Chub Rub" lol lol
- Having to wear comfy yoga or sweat pants rather than cute stylish pants
- Can't wear anything sleeveless
- Not feeling confidant to start dating again (working on this one too lol)
- Being asked if I am pregnant and how far along (sometimes I would be answer "Oh 8 months" just to get people to leave me alone lol)
- Wearing over sized shirts to help camouflage my big stomach
- Not feeling comfortable in my own skin
- Not wanting any photos of myself taken
- Afraid to eat in public for fear of people judging what I am eating
- Missing out on fun activities because I know I am too big (working on changing that one too)
- Constantly being HARD on myself for eating the wrong thing, or not excercising
- Putting myself own self down for not making healthy decisions and choices
- Having WIDE WIDTH feet (another words FAT) therefore you can't find any cute shoes or sandals or boots
- Feeling uncomfortable out in public Ex gym, restaurant, shopping
- When I was still married was Lack of Sex drive
While this is a HUGE list it is a DO ABLE list that I plan on conquering!! Just more MOTIVATION to loose weight so I can start checking things OFF of this list!
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